OYA MACHEDA.

2010-06-01T08:22:00.000+08:00

Saying people stupid won't make you any smarter.
I believe I'm weak, so this shall be my last goodbye.
xoxo.

2010-05-30T22:06:00.001+08:00

I have a hard time of swallowing :'(

Sick. Sick. Sick.

Yesterday was awesomezxzszx btw !

Will tell you more about it in a few days time!

2010-05-27T21:28:00.000+08:00

People have brain but they don't know how to use it wisely.

2010-05-25T22:33:00.001+08:00

Yola yola huhu~

Time's really running fast yeah? The next thing I knew I'm having examination starting from next week onwards. Well, I don't know how well my performance is so far. For the first time ever, I like Bioscience module compared to secondary school times. I, myself, don't know how and why? I know it seems weird. Usually, a lot of students abhor Bio coz there's so much terms to memorise but let me tell you, I like it ! I meant it well hor. Just so not me -.-

I've been going home lately as there's so much things to get over and done with. I slept late, never drink lots of water and all this lead to zits on my face and the 2kg of eyebags. This is really killing me.

Hi, if you dont like me, can please tell straight at my face. Dont need to tweet ah girl. Miss you btw :p

2010-05-22T20:46:00.002+08:00

Sob.. sob. I've got so much to do. Early in the morning, I had my first outing with NYPPC. Unfortunately I was late coz I overslept. So sorry everyone ^^. Yesterday SHINE showcase practice ended late. That must be the reason why I cant wake up early, tsk ! And earlier had our photography at Botanic Garden. Well, I've got no such idea why I joined this club. I'm too clueless, huh? Then it rained and we (Riyan, Sufia, myself) left early. After that proceed for tuition. I like my teacher a lot. I like the way she projects her voice. I wish I could read like her one day. When I'm able to, I can impress Fazilah. Hehehe :p

Small bees ...

Chio right?

Another chio !

My favourite !

Mad chio !

I caught a dragonfly !! ^^

And there's swans too ! Quite a number I think...

So cute with one leg up. I wonder why?

My camera not bad hor?

Squatting..

I look pale :(

I wasn't really ready though.. Grr..

Snap before eating..

Act cute girls ! Wahaha :p

Want make me as your advertiser LJS?

My next week is gooooooona be hectic ! Seriously. I think I can faint anytime lor O.o

I dont want die so early dear God.
Thank you for reading everyone! Peace, love, hug and kisses for yallz yeah !

2010-05-20T22:38:00.001+08:00

Annyong ha shimnikka !

Annyonghi kaseyo !
Kamsa hamnida ^^

2010-05-19T22:59:00.001+08:00

My heart keeps tilting, forget all the cold words.

I am the most comfortable when I am next to him.

I want to have him in my vision.

It must be love, must be love...

Have a great week everyone !
Honestly, I'm lazy to type here. Well, will do so if my fingers are a bit light. Hehehe.

2010-05-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

Monday, not much lesson.
Tuesday no school !
Wednesday one lesson only !
Let's don't talk about Thursday & Friday !
Weekends faster come !

2010-05-16T09:51:00.000+08:00

Hooga hooga. I had my first time eating Popeye with them since "Aunty" Sufia was craving for it like so badly. I don't care next time is my turn to choose ! K F C lor ! Hahaha. KFC's chicken is better ! :p

Yesterday was Dad's birthday. Wish him through text messaging and he said that he missed me. I miss you too Dad. Wish you have a good family and not to forget your two biological daughters here ^^ . Love ya !

Well, I've got nothing much to say here. All I know is that I'm feeling weak. Super weak. But I managed to post something here. Great achievement yeah ? Hahaha. Lmao. I better do my slides now..

Infect me with your lovin'
Fill me with your poison..

2010-05-12T21:43:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone ! How's your days been going? Mine was mid ok. Lol.
Anyways, it's the 4th week of school already and for the first time ever I'm late for school today ! Well, by just few minutes away and I can still take my own sweet time walking but take note hor, the paces was faster than per normal. So, I was perspiring hell loads and most of the time looking down. I don't know why. I've been doing that for the past few weeks. I just don't want to bump into someone I know. Hell yeah, peace ! Lol.

My upcoming weeks are gonna be hectic. With ICAs and activities coming up ! Hell loads of group meetings, worse still school end at 5. Nah, I really hate it because I can look like an exhausted pig staying in school from morning to evening. Feeling sticky & smelly everywhere. Tell me this is no good. But I just can't wait for the good times to start. Prolly around late May/ early June. This is my first time attending hell chunks of events and let me see what can I share with you guys here, alright? Hmm, so I can say you will not see me update this blog of mine frequently ! However, not to worry, I will update here once I'm able to find more time with my new baby here...

By the way, picture taken above are from Students' Union Orientation four days ago. Our group won the best overall. That means we are the champ lah sey ! Hahaha :p
Even though I had a bad muscle cramp and feel a little bit sick on that special day, I still enjoyed myself. If only I'm able to play all the activities, I would have done it long time ago ! But sometimes, we just fall sick at the wrong time. Mad sad.

Thanks to Eri for the photos (:
Chaozxsszxss.

2010-05-11T22:13:00.001+08:00

I don't know how much you loved me even though you told me a million times.

I don't know why you love me because you yourself don't know what's right for you.

Sometimes I felt, why must you be in love with me?

And at times, I always imagine you with someone else.

2010-05-09T11:16:00.000+08:00

This is it! It’s that time of the year again where we recognize the most important ladies in our lives – our very own mothers.

We ♥ you mum for everything you had done/sacrifice for us. Your endless advice will always be in our heart and we can never forget every single thing you had done. Ever since we were young, you were always there to help us until we are able to stand strong with our two feets now. Now we are no longer small and weak. We've grown from babies to toddler to a child to a teenager and to an adult (soon to be), you still give us your endless prayers and guide us in our life until we become someone else's wife (not yet though). We will always love you and you are the one special gift that God has sent it to us....
Kiss kiss a zillion times for you !!!

2010-05-02T21:53:00.000+08:00

♥ Part Of My Life ♥

2010-04-29T22:01:00.002+08:00

What's up ?
I've been busy with school and my brain is not functioning properly. Few hours ago, I had a glanced at the e-learning and I went totally blank. Seriously I need to catch up. School is so boring. I'm putting my very best to adapt to the new changes and environment. Friends had planned to go out this Saturday but I don't think I'll be coming. You girls have fun, okay? Just imagine I'm standing next to you hor? (Y)

I'm getting effin' tired everyday. Been standing inside the train to and fro, never get the chance to sit, rain keeps pouring each time school ends, keep playing the same song til it got stuck in my head, no one to talk to, laugh with. Gawd, I've been going through this most of the time ! But there are times too I get to meet love. Even for a while, I'm still glad but each time I want to have lunch with him, he had his already ! See, too hungry until you forget me :(

I think I'm gaining more weight but how could I resist the cheap food @ North wing of my school??? And I love Koufu too ! However, I rarely go there cause most of the tables are fully booked ! Thought of "tau pau" but tak tau malu punya anak. Lol. On the other hand, I didn't get to enter the basic mandarin course. So sad don't know for how many days. But I hope there's chance for me during the next semester. Got chance got chance ^^ .

So, if I don't update that frequently, means I'm busy.
Which means, don't wait for my next post ! Hehehe have a great weekend everyone bye :p

2010-04-25T10:36:00.003+08:00

First week of school has just ended and I'm actually still in the confuse state about the projects that we were assigned to. Secondary life is so much better compared to poly. Agree? I'm just worried that what if I can't cope everything and poof it just ended. I still got family, boyfriend, peers to handle. On the other side, I got schools, projects and much more that I can't even type it down here. I really can't manage my time well. Owells, I don't know what to do. I wish someone could just replace me and I can just sit down in one corner, not to worry about a single thing.

In school, I don't really talk much. I used to last time. Believe me. That's when Fazilah sticks beside me like a glue. But I really missed those times, when we were so noob. Sometimes, I would even smile to myself reminiscing about the pasts that we had in secondary. Now, things are very different. Our life has changed but I hope our relationship won't. We should meet more often, provided if you are in the ~~hungry~~ study mood Fazilah. If not, don't come see me or wait, was it me who planned it out? Hahaha.

Put all that aside first.

I'm having a real bad situation with him. Of course am not going to pour everything here. I just don't know how to end it or have a good start with him. I'm afraid the more I talk the more worst it will become. By the way, I've also learnt that the more a couple communicate, the better their relationship will be. The statement is false. I thought it will get better. I've always wanted to communicate with him so that things can work out better/ faster. Turn out to be I shall keep quiet and always waiting for his next move.

I wish you could tell me how much you love me more each and everyday.

2010-04-20T20:56:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah I managed to survive on the 2nd day of school ! Lol. Today school end late @ 5p.m. Moreover, I was sleepy and yes I dozed off during the lecture. Luckily no one sees me. But I'm so tired. Maybe because I slept late last night. Also, today we learnt quite a lot of things but mostly some have done before when I was in secondary school so I can say it is possible for me to understand but things can get complicated as time went by. Still, I have to search for textbooks. A lot of terms to memorize plus am retaking my O's. Schedule is so tight tight. And I meant it. TIGHT. Dear brain, I really need you to co-perate with me very well. If not, I'm gonna screw you man !

School has prepared some kind of modules for us and I'm considering on what language course should I attend? Basic Mandarin, French or Japanese?? Maybe Mandarin because the other two are just cross cross for me. Lol. Tomorrow is just another day and this time, school starts at 9. I hate waking up early :( God bless you people.

2010-04-19T07:52:00.000+08:00

Pardon me for not updating for quite a long time. My computer really died on me and currently, using my new baby to update here ^^. Just fyi, I did not fork out a single cent on my new baby. Lucky me, Mum sponsored it for me but I felt miserable and really want to pay her back every single cent when I got my first attachment ! Anyways, last Wed had school orientation and yeah, I did make new friends. I also get to know my classmates whom I will stick with throughout the three years. Some are from Malaysia, China and even Myanmar ! Okay, I wanted to laugh so badly. But I did not okay ! Hahaha ! It was great to know everyone. So hi hi hi to you if you are reading this (: Hehe.

Today school starts at 10 a.m, no more 8 a.m. and the earliest is 9 (okay, got improve) and will end in 2 hours only . So good or what?! I so so love today. Hopefully no one spoil my mood or ruin my day. Nariah's first day of school. Better be good. Dad offered to send me to school. So good ~ ~ ~

See, I woke up so early just to update here. Hehehe. Will update more again. Happy schooling everyone ! ♥

2010-04-10T12:16:00.000+08:00

Yesterday whole day was spent with love. Everything was alright. In the middle of it, we talked. I made mistakes. It was my fault. However, he never leave and still want us. The last chance ever. Depends.On.Me.

At night, dinner with family @ West Coast. Mum just love the seafood there. Besides, I get to look at the big bungalow houses while Mum drove around. I really love to look at their houses and their cars too ! Damn, they really have moolahs. But Mum said those are the houses in heaven. I wish I could have a house like them. So we only go there like once/twice/thrice a month? Look out for stall 24 guys! They are the only halal seafood stall. I love cockles so yeah, ordered one plate but last night cockles wasn't good enough. Luckily, my stomach didn't make any trouble. Eventually, all of us bring our big stomach back home. Thanks Mum for the food ! ♥

Today, my cousin is getting married and I don't feel excited about it.
Will be getting pictures of her wedding. For Mum.

Gotta bathe. That's all folks ! Thanks for reading this short post (:

2010-04-08T12:49:00.005+08:00

How's your week everyone? I can say it's been a hectic week for me. Drained, sleepy, happy, lovely.On Monday, had a short meet up with Nilah & Faz (long buddies y'know). Accompanied Faz to settle her school stuff first. Then proceed to Sim Lim Square for a camera charger and next to Cathay for BBQ Chicken / dinner. I had some creamy pasta and I should say it was yucks ! Owells, ordered the wrong dish and my stomach couldn't accept it. Bought some unnecessary stuffs. You know us, girls ! Hahaha. Said goodbye and chaozxzs.

Fat tummy~

Next day, had lunch with awesome mates. Thank you Cik Aida for the scrumptious meal we had. I am so full and meet love for a while. Spent the other half day, studying til late night. Hmm, I even forgot the basic formulas for maths. I've been neglecting it for a long time and now my brain is drained. Well drained, I meant it.

My phone is so outdated :(

Had smashed catfish. Thumbs up !

As for yesterday, cousin accompanied me shopping. Thank you cousin and I had a great time with you. Shall meet you again, okay? Okay, let the pictures do the talking aye. I'm sooo lazy to type a lot here.

Was bored back then.

Uncomfortable in this. Don't know why I bought it.

Looking forward for many designs on this kind of ring. Me like it !

He thinks he's cute.

Snap snap together !

He thinks he's really cute ! *Faint* Lol.

Like having a bad flu

Love appears, like struggle between hot and cold

I've sat down

The chit-chat and laughter

Smiling and yet in the blink of an eye, we quarrel

As usual

Spending the next few days raging a cold war

To dissipate and change the mood

Sitting or standing, I feel uneasy

Why is this tougher than breaking up?

ILOVEU.

2010-04-05T09:30:00.005+08:00

MASSIVE POST , BEWARE !

Hi freaky + nutz + psycho people !!! Man, am just kidding. Man, am sexcited to blog about ! Hmm, but where should I start first?? Let's begin with the end of March. Many things happened especially with lovely people around me. First, it was Mum's birthday on the 26/3. So imagine I cost da bomb @ SG just for the three of us (Mum, sis, myself). Can you imagine???? I had my first pay so why not spend the dollars on my family,right? I hope everyone had a great time with one another & hope Mum love the present that we gave her. XOXO for you from me.

Pictures are with sis. So yeah, cant upload nowxzxsyzxz. Sorry !

I had a splendid time with my favourite girls too. We went to fly kite @ Marina. The weather was fine , just nice despite that March was a rainy month. It was my first time and I am delighted because I get to fly a kite on my on even though it wasn't mine. Well, maybe I still remembered some few advice (thou not vividly) from Dad when I was little.

This is the result after you had consumed too much of sweets ! (Applied to her only) :p

All-time favourite pose. I'm so gonna be an expert on this one day...

I found this photo classic much. Hehehe...

To fly a kite is not simple. It does really taught me lots of things. Being patient when your kite is barely 10m away from the ground, when others have their kite fly high in the sky, when you still have to pull your kite away so it doesn't get into other people's face or they will get pissed off easily, when all you do is to watch out for your kite so that it won't get entangled with the rest, when your kite keeps falling onto the ground and there you go walking towards your dying kite and start all over again just to make it fly & lively. It's not easy but if you don't give up and never give a stop to it, I guess the kite will soar high up. I shall pull love there. And get a kite for myself. We can have a good time together just before school start.

Thank you to the both of you for making my day despite my fever came rushing back to me at the very last moment. Should have bring the pain killers along too but y'know me forget every single thing when in a rush.

Pardon me for having such a cheeky friend beside me yet I love her many2 !

Also, I had stop working with Helvoet and thank God, I don't ever need to ride the bus/train early in the morning. Now, I can take my own sweet time waking up and I can meet love umpteen times provided if he's not working. Working too has taught me many many many things that are indescribable and I should just take the good things that I've learnt from work (:

More unglamz pic of us @ facebook.

Apart from that, friends and I are going to our separate ways. School will start in another two weeks' time and we will no longer stick with one another but I really hope that somewhere in the future there's time for us to have a short meet-ups again, okay? I'm gonna miss you super duper freakin' a lot lah :'(

PERSONAL TASTE/ PREFERENCE

Synopsis:

A restless girl wants a gay (male) friend, ’cause fag hags are cool. The guy wants a place to live, so he pretends to be gay as they live together.

Jun Jin Ho is a perfectionist who decides to act as a homosexual to become the roommate of his crush, who only befriends homosexual boys. Jun Jin Ho also enjoys seeing his room abnormally clean and neat, and of course, enjoys playing with girls as well.

Park Kae-in is a late-twenties furniture designer who is the daughter of a famous architecture professor. She is the young founder of her own furniture brand but frequently makes mistakes, and is “frustratingly trusting” in a way that makes her an easy target for betrayal when she trusts people she shouldn’t. Still, she maintains an upbeat demeanor and pure spirit. She’s been hurt a lot and has always wanted to have gay male friends (perhaps due to her numerous betrayals?), and the plot gets going when she gains new roommate Jeon Jin-ho (Lee Min-ho), whom she believes to be gay. Of course, he develops feelings for her but by then she has started to trust him, not knowing that their relationship was built on that lie.

Casts :

Lee Min Ho as Jun Jin Ho

Son Ye Jin as Park Kae In

Oh my,oh my, you guys should seriously catch this hilarious korean drama ! I've watched 2 episodes of it, newly added, last night and I just can't wait for the upcoming episodes. I bet I'm gonna get stuck in this drama. It's goonna be a hectic week for me !
Kitty kitty meow meow woof woof byez ! Chix,your turn to update ! Bleah ~

Getaway.

2010-03-24T17:59:00.000+08:00

HEYHO.
I'LL BE BACK SOON. MAYBE SOME TIMES DURING APRIL??
BE SURE TO CHECK IT OUT IF YOU DONT WANNA MISS ANY OF MY POST.
XOXO. zzzz

My everyday laughing gas.

2010-03-18T21:05:00.000+08:00

WHAT ABOUT YOURS?

Vote please.

2010-03-15T18:42:00.000+08:00

Howdy aye yesterday morning had breakfast at Swensens Airport with mum, sis and aunty. She had to go back to Hong Kong and will be coming back soon around April for another holiday. And she brought me Chip & Dale stuffs. Man, I'm in love with this little two super adorable cartoon characters. They are so cute and yes, I do have a collection of them! T.F.O.M. Hehe.

Mum decided that I should save and spent my money on a trip to HK to visit aunt and at the same time have a good time there but the ticket flight is approximately $300-500. If am going with sis, then it will be double the price. Wah piang, how to shop like that?? Aunty you sponsor uh hehehe. Then I also thought of getting a lappy for myself and a camera too !!! But I just don't know how to decide it on myself... Poor thing.

So I've created a blog poll for you guys to vote . Anyone is welcome hor ! But there will be no gifts for the highest number of votes. Hehehe just for fun only ^^. Somehow I will reconsider about the winning answer. Nevertheless, your votes are greatly much appreaciated ! Just click on the right side of my blog and there you go, simple as a b c . Lmao plz.

Right now, it's 6.35p.m. and I just can't wait to eat my Big Mac. Yummeh.

Tell me where the rainbow is.

2010-03-13T20:17:00.003+08:00

Hi peoplezzz !!! I'm missing my god damn long hair so much. But I feel even more sexier with short hair. Bah -.- . Shit la I go cut again. This time, at a higher price. WHY OH WHY NARIAH YOU DUMB OR WHAT and now I'm feeling all shitty. (N)

This week hasn't been good. Fought with him, okay with mum, disagree with dad for some reasons. See when mum's not okay, dad's being okay. Now, it's just the other way round. Everything is just not ok and am just blinking my eyes away. Hopefully next week is better.

I want maggie. Someone serve me plzzz.
Forgive me for this short post. Dear God, hear me please.

This world is too bustling.

2010-03-09T15:20:00.003+08:00

Today I get some rest but work will resume as per normal tomorrow. Awwwww :(

By the way, I've found a new awesome japanese drama. It's entitled Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge also known as Perfect Girl Evolution. Read below for more details...

Takano Kyohei is a handsome but bad-tempered university student who is always ready for a fight; Toyama Yujinojo possesses a cuteness that can be mistaken for a girl; the cool-headed Oda Takenaga excels in academics and sports; and the princely Mori Ranmaru loves females, accept a proposal from the female owner of the house where they are lodging at for “free lodging if they are able to transform her niece into a proper lady”. Her niece, Nakahara Sunako lives in a gloomy and solitary world because of an inferior complex about her looks.

Hmm, makeover. My favourite of all !

Giddy up !

2010-03-08T21:01:00.003+08:00

Somebody kill me plz for keeping this blog dead. I'm effing fatigue nowadays. Now I can work til 7p.m which means more income but I'm totally running out of energy plus food too ! Hehehe.

Last Saturday, I decided not to work and go out to town with him. I love Saturdays ! But sometimes, work can ruin everything. Now, I can't enjoy the Saturdays already :( So am praying hard for march to faster end and I can relax a little bit before school starts ! My this whole week is going to be damn hectic with school administration and stuffs. I still have not set my eyes off Dear John. I heard that it will make you cry every hour and hopefully might be able to watch it around this week (:

Till I blog again...

March.

2010-03-04T20:13:00.003+08:00

Few weeks more I'm gonna stop working and start schooling !!! Gosh, I don't even know whether I'm ready or not. Possibly not? Hehe. I feel lethargic for the past few days. Work has been so much tiring. I thought it was easy and so much better than study but nop, it wasn't. Everyday is the same routine. Work>>Bathe>>Eat>>Sleep. And I should say that I get to run away from the household chores !!! Hehehe. Feels good man.
I don't even get to surf the net 24/7 like I used to. Msn is no longer my favourite activity, so does facebook too.Hmmm, perhaps an excuse for the fishville. I need to feed my fishes!! Adding on, I also missed some of my favourite night programmes on the tv. And I get to know too that autumn's concerto is on their very last episode. Damn, how sad. I must find myself time to finish the series.

2010-03-03T20:59:00.002+08:00

If you are the sun that brightens up my life, I want to be the rainbow that will always colour your life.
But I can't cos I'm not always there...
If you are the rain that keeps pouring, I want to be the pail of bucket so that I will always be there whenever you're in need.
But I just can't...
Now you are no longer here, memories will etched forever in my mind.
Thank you for the friendship we had.

2010-02-28T09:39:00.005+08:00

It's been a while and I'm still wondering...

A new camera or not? Hehehe.

What the hell were you thinking? >.<

Date.

2010-02-23T19:20:00.005+08:00

Had some catch up with her.
Just dinner and some good long talks.
As usual, photos needed to make great memories.
Sadly, couldn't contact Weah.

Last week had been a hectic week. ECP and jogging with family. Work till fatigue. Eversince work has become a part of my daily routine, I find myself not eating much. All I knew I was sleeping on the bed after a long day of work. Mum woke up very early in the morning just to prepare breakfast for me. Oh how sweet but no point cos' my stomach went wrong afterall. It's nearly one month I've been arranging the 'moles' for the Helvoet company. The aunties there are pretty bad, aren't they? But no matter what, I must persevere for another one month and all my hardwork is paid off. Then dear aunties, you can see me waving a very big goodbye to you and give you my last biggest smile ever. *Kinah sure wins* (Inside joke plz). Hehehe.

Should I get a camera for myself?
Friday = Pay day = Great times
Shopping on Saturday
Toodles for now !

Misses.

2010-02-13T10:30:00.001+08:00

Yo yo yoooooooooooo. It's 9 41 a.m and yes I wake up so damn early today. Slept early last night and right now I'm so hungry. Mum didn't cook for past two days. Hmm, I think I should plan out a timetable dishes for her to cook so that she won't keep running out of ideas. Yesterday was friday. It was good. Am always looking for fridays cause the long weekends are here (:

Really hope that I'm available on Tuesday. Been wanting to go out with Nilah & Weah. If only am free. Miss them so much. Miss my model too. Miss my classmates. Miss a lot of people nowadays.

Whatsup with people carrying bouquet of flowers? V-day ah? Ahaha, I don't celebrate V-day no more. When I think back about the past, I keep laughing and smiling to myself. So funny lah haha -.-

Oh gee, I want this so badly can. So damn chio. Hehehe. But it cost hundred plus. Ahh who cares? I'll promise myself to take good care of it if I get to purchase them... *Drools*

Click here Ice watch if you want to view their collections and many more details. So attractive, tempting, irresistible....

In case you didn't know, I miss you.

2010-02-11T20:45:00.001+08:00

Yay me. I'm lazy to blog this few days but here I am now posting about what happened this past few days. Last weekend head to town with him. Hmm, didn't do anything much. Just walked around and check out for the latest outwear. Prolly will go for some shopping in the upcoming weeks. Can't wait though ^^ .

It's been two weeks already since I've started working with friends. Hehehe. I'm getting more and more comfortable with my job. Of course lah arranging the 'mole' (inside joke plz) . Hehe. Supposed to work during Chinese New Year. C'mon lah can get 30 bucks extra but somehow, the plans were cancelled and there just like that few bucks gone :(

I've been listening to radio during work, why? Well just to keep myself from getting sleepy plus I get to know some new songs. Yessa. Never gonna be alone by Nickelback is one of my favourite new songs. I've inserted the video (of course not the official vid) in the further right of my blog. You can check it outz and sing along with it too. (Fazilah might be singing now) Tongue out. It can get bored at times too especially when everyone is concentrating on their work. We went hyper before and after work and the best part is when 3p.m is getting nearer. Everyone is just looking at the end of the day, I mean work :/

Anyways, today was superb fun. Maybe because our so called supervisor, Ling ling, was absent. We had tons of laughters and tomorrow might turn out to be a party. Hehehe. Anyways, Backstreet boys are coming down to Singapore ! Hmmm, I feel like attending their concert. So random, I know. ^^

This weekend is gonna be a long one. More rest and outing with the family. Most probably cycling at ECP or just lazying around at home. Hehehe.

More new great movies are coming in this February ! I so can't can't wait. Badly want to watch Dear John and Percy Jackson & the Lightining Thief or maybe Little Big Soldier because Jackie Chan is in it. Hehe -.-

Money faster come in. I want set my eyes on these great movies (:

Me like it.

2010-02-08T16:33:00.001+08:00

First day.

2010-02-01T17:18:00.002+08:00

Yew Tee >>> Boon Lay >>> Yew Tee.

Now that will be my everyday routine. Well not everyday. Just the five weekdays. Have to wake up early in the morning, trained all the way with strangers who are also heading towards their workplace and the very first thing that I absolutely abhor is getting squeezed among the crowds. Then, I smell like one oink sia. It's the first day of work and I'm already looking forward til the end of month. Well, I hope by working hard will make me forget about the long days. But sadly I still can't wait !!!

2010-01-30T07:52:00.003+08:00

Somehow they look alike but of course totally different characters.

2010-01-29T17:12:00.002+08:00

Your love is my drug.

2010-01-26T10:41:00.001+08:00

He's out to school. Everyone is out to school and work. I'm wasting my time away in front of the comp. While waiting for his return, setting my eyes off on Hi, my Sweetheart. Hilarious though. Still haven't bathe yet and eating sweets early in the morning. Oh what on earth are you doing early in the morning, nariah ???

Facebook is not really attractive as before. Well, that's when I'm still a newbie in that website. But now, it seems dull to me. I log in only when I need to feed my fish. Fishville. I'm addicted to it. Keep feeding your wish and they will grow bigger and you can sell them and earn big money plus move on to a higher level.

I wanted so badly to watch the Singapore Air Show but where and how am I going to dig out that frigging 20 bucks??!! I'm sure it's gonna be a very nice show. Guess I'm going to miss it. Aww :(

Thought of hitting the beach with him this coming Saturday but he's working. So, that's another miss.

Guess what? He called and he's giving school a miss & I haven't brush myself yet. Byezzzzzz !

Everything, everyday, everywhere.

2010-01-22T23:22:00.001+08:00

For the past few days, I've been hanging around at home. I know, it is slowly suffocating me. I've applied so many job and still waiting for their response but no, none came up. Fcuk fcuk fcuk. Despo much. Anyway, that's life.

And yes I don't need to worry about maths. I did pass. It's just that I'm not satisfied with the grade and feel like re-seating for another paper. That's me. And the other part is, I have to retake the English paper, which I totally hate it. Like fcuuuuuuuk. Fyi, I will never love English. Trust me.

So fast, weekends are few minutes away and next week are here already. So I can't wait for the school admission result. Hmm, will I be able to enter poly?

Missing my two gundus.

And he likes Tabitha more than me. Fcuk.

Lazy lazy lazy.

2010-01-20T17:16:00.002+08:00

I need to find my way back to the start.

2010-01-15T16:48:00.001+08:00

It's just the beginning.

I can't wait for monday; movie with boyfriend.
I'm going to revise maths first followed by english.
I'm so bored but i'm giving all my attention to maths.
Practice and more practice, I can make it one day.
He is working and will be back home late.
I want to wait for him but I'll end up asleep.
Mum said it's OK to retake any subs b'cos a job is easier to find but not education.
So I'm going to give it another try.
I ate 3 pieces of chicken wings already but still want more.
I miss school so much that suddenly I feel like studying one more time.
Okay I better shut up and continue on my maths.

♥ ♥ ♥

2010-01-08T12:33:00.001+08:00

Boyfriend, i ♥ you.

Hi 2010.

2010-01-01T15:25:00.003+08:00

Hi 2010. A quick recap, let's go back to 2009.

2009 has been the most wonderful,exciting,crazy year and hectic days during the O levels period. I will never forget the faces of my classmates. Surely will miss the fun and happy times we had. Now 2009 is over and say hi 2010 ! Well, I hope it will be a blessful year for all of us. A year that all of us will go into our separate ways. Nevertheless, we'll try to make time for reunions and many more !

Not forgetting this boyfriend here, I hope that 2010 will be a better one for us. Through thick and thin, we will always be together and hopefully, less wars, you know i know....

Less digging nose please.. I beg you,hehe.

(Wish us a healthy good life.)

Praying hard that you will eventually stop smoooooking one day ♥ hehe.

Yes, I cut my hair. Probably, I will be keeping it longer in 2010, get skinny and go taller. Yay !

2009-12-29T22:49:00.000+08:00

I'll be back with more updates.....

2009-12-25T22:33:00.001+08:00

This few days i've been watching Koizora, a japanese movie/drama. I've finished watching the movie and now the drama. All the way I've been crying. It is too sad. Nevertheless, I still love it. I think it's the best japanese love story ever.

" Missing someone gets easier everyday because even though you are one day further from the last time you saw them, you are one day closer to the next time you will."

So fast you make me fall.

2009-12-23T23:48:00.001+08:00

Hi !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pardon me for the lack of updates. Well, actually I'm not that busy just plain lazy. At times, I go out with my loved ones just to you know chill before results are being released but there are times too, where I just stay put at home and sleep,eat,shit,surf net. It can be quite boring too. Anyhoo, I get to spend time with him yesterday. Work is really drifting us apart. Sometimes, I just keep doing my own things until I fall asleep on the bed and when I woke up, still no messages. How sad it is, so the only way out is don't expect too much from anyone.

Hopefully this weekend there's going to be some plan. If not, I'm super dead and clueless about what to rant here. Goodnight.

I still hate you no matter what.

2009-12-20T10:05:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, went to watch Avatar at Causeway. Two thumbs up except that I didn't get to watch it in 3D. Sad. Anyway, more movies are coming in. So smile ! -.-

Bintan was great. It was my first time there and phew, luckily I stayed there for 3 nights. Now no more overseas please. I miss school suddenly. I miss every single bit of it.

In the meantime, I will still blog...

Tell me you miss me more.

2009-12-13T21:35:00.001+08:00

Congrats to Fhazrin for passing out as a C/Officer. Sadly, I didn't go for the 58th Cadet Officer Course. Maybe 59th? Or maybe never?? I dont knooooooooooowww.

Yesterday , head down to Lot One first to accompany this xiao jie buy her camera. Imagine standing in front of the cameras' display for hours. She had a hard time of choosing which is the best camera for her. Actually all are good especially SAMSUNG. Wahaha. Maybe I'm going to get that. Maybe only what :'(

Then we head to Somerset, and had LJS for my breakfast cum lunch at the new shopping centre, 313. Never explore there much and went to Orchard Central's rooftop to take photos (a must) and talk talk talk until night. Walked to Orchard to take train and home sweet home. Next stop marina barrage !!!

Now, mum don't allow me to go class bbq. I don't know why. Maybe I've said something that hurts her feeling. Sad liao. Another two more days I'm going Bintan. I don't wish to. I prefer Singapore. Why must I keep going overseas even though I don't want ...

I know what's good for me.

2009-12-12T12:32:00.003+08:00

I don't see a point here being your girlfriend when you feel guilty about leaving her.

It's pretty fucked up when someone apologizes for cheating but then continues to do it.

New business.

2009-12-11T16:04:00.001+08:00

First and foremost, last Wednesday , had lunch with dad. I know it's been a long time. Then we went to catch prawns at Lakeside fishing village. It was my first time and it was fun ! Must go there again but I'm scared to touch the earthworms and prawns. Hahaha, lousy sia. I caught 3 prawns while sis caught 6. So sadded. Tsk.

Yesterday went to AMK Hub to watch New Moon with this birthday girl.

By the way, i'm helping mummy out with some business. Haha, i'm helping her to sell cosmetics. Here are some of the photos that I've taken. If you are interested, kindly contact me. Don't hesitate to ask any questions. Thank you (:

Genting trip.

2009-12-08T23:08:00.004+08:00

Okay peoplez,wanna hear about my genting trip or not?!
I'll update just for the sake of putting my blog into a more lively blog !!!

Jeng jeng jeng

See this coulourful building? It's a first world hotel where I stayed for two days and two nights. Just a name but I feel like I was staying in a 3-star hotel.

So this is how it looks like inside. Just a twin bed, one small tv and refrigerator and a toilet too. I brought a tiny bear so that I can sleep with it :D

I was lucky that my aunt and me had a nice view from our room which is the Genting Outdoor Theme Park. Mostly, we can see the thick haze around.

So we left Singapore on Monday night and reached Genting at around 5 a.m. Before I left, texted my loved ones, tell them that I'm going on a holiday. I felt sad too as if I will not see them ever again. Soon, I fall asleep in the bus. As soon as we reached there, it was damn cold. Waited for a few minutes and yay check in !

Aunt planned that we should go to snow world first since we have wasted half of the day sleeping. So we did and it was my first time. I have not even stepped on Singapore's Snow City yet, so I couldn't judge which is better. Anyways, it was damn fun except that they give me a smaller size for my boot which makes me harder to walk. Cameras are not allowed but too bad, we took photos secretly *tongue out*

Enough of the snow and the cold and the tight boots, we decided to search for food. The cheap ones!! Everything that cost there were too way expensive. What do you expect? It's a tourist place!

And we took quite a lot of photos. Real tourist -.-

We had dinner at Hou Mei's restaurant. I had chicken rice, super delicious I tell you. Hehe.

We said goodnight and look forward the next morning !!

We had breakfast at the hotel and then get ready for the fun!!!

I want this badly but too bad, I didn't win any of it. So sadded ! Tsk.

Say bye bye to Genting and hello to KL ! By the fourth day, I'm totally sick and weak. How sad it is but I still do some shopping.

Okay,regarding this photo, we couldn't stop laughing. It is so ha ha ha.

Last stop was the central market and I love the double deck bus which we rode all the way to Singapore. Home Sweet Home. Let me rest please. Goodnight .

Disappointed.

2009-12-06T23:24:00.003+08:00

Hi ! I'm back from Genting. I miss home so much. I still prefer home no matter what^^

Maybe I should tell you guys more about my journey at my next post? Or maybe I shouldn't?
Is anybody reading? Or not?!

So wait till the next update !

I love today. I get ignored by my loved ones especially him.

His friends means a lot to him.

I'm just nothing. I know.

Holiday.

2009-11-30T18:47:00.001+08:00

Will you miss me?

I love to off my phone.

2009-11-28T15:39:00.002+08:00

Whenever my heart is not at the right feeling,i can smell something's wrong.

Going to sleep.

A very long sleep.

Won't talk to him until whenever.
Don't want to discuss about us.
Cause it is just a no point, no point.
Keep fighting no matter what,no matter when,no matter how.

Hate this feeling,fcuk this feeling.

May God bless you when I'm not around or even if I am.

Who cares,anyway.

Don't beep my phone. I love to switch it off..

The best part of yesterday was you.

2009-11-25T15:43:00.001+08:00

To make it simple,

Scared.

2009-11-24T22:21:00.000+08:00

Yeah,we've received this. So if any of you found anyone wearing this,it must be us. 'the kiasu 5/1'

Today feels like it was 2 years back before.

I watched paranormal activity just now and it was very scary for me la!Ahaha. I very timid mah. I was like covering my face when the scariest part come! Or maybe most of the time! Now, I cannot sleep already. Next movie,case 39 must watch!! Anyone?? Oh and I'm going to Genting soon which means I get to watch New Moon a lil bit late. So sad..........

Dress To Kill.

2009-11-21T19:42:00.001+08:00

As you can see the picture above,we had our prom last night at Furama City Centre. The theme was masquerade. I bought a mask but I had no idea why I didn't put on. So did the rest of us too, haha. Anyways, all of us had fun, esp when on the dancefloor. I'm gonna miss this fun and how I wish secondary life will never end.

This are the menu for the night.

I like this picture above. Taken by me mah. Ahaha.

My partner . I got totally freak out on the stage. Hahahahaha.

Me and model dancing. Ahahahahaha. It was damn fun.

Gosh, I can't believe that I'm really dancing and sweating with a lot of people around me.

Everyone is just enjoying each and every second of it.

More pictures at fb and big thanks to my friend for lending his camera (:

Getting better.

2009-11-18T23:28:00.000+08:00

We really have to understand the person we want to love. If our love is only a will to possess, it is not love. If we only think of ourselves, if we know only our own needs and ignore the needs of the other person, we cannot love.

-- Thich Nhat Hanh

Supxz?

2009-11-17T16:00:00.002+08:00

It will be great if you know what we both feel.

Yesterday,hit town with this model above. Trust me it was madness. I made her walk around like so many times. Mind me for being choosy. Thanks for accompanying me hor! Now my toes ache due to my tight shoes. Luckily the weather was fine except that it was raining moderately. I spent my money for this friday night and right now I'm down with fever and flu. How cooooooooool is that? Just pray that I'll get better before friday.

Anyways,I'm going to holiday during deecember. Better be fun or it will be just a waste of money. I can't wait to get out of Singapore!!! It is just a neighbouring country -.-

On cloud nine.

2009-11-15T10:59:00.001+08:00

I was on cloud nine yesterday night. I don't know if i've made the right move or not but i'm super shy right now. How can i face him? O.o

Should i tell him?

2009-11-14T15:43:00.001+08:00

I miss a lot of people especially Y O U.

I'm stupid enough for you.

2009-11-11T22:37:00.003+08:00

Who are you to conquer my life???????????????????????????

Go get a grasp of yourself. If you think she's better,just run and don't ever come back !

In times when you are down or in need,there's her by your side but in times when i'm down or in need,there's no one,just no one.

Now what?

2009-11-11T18:10:00.000+08:00

The day I've been waiting for is finally here!! No more study,no more naggings from mum. Yabedabedoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

And now what? I have to worry about my result. I'm damn worried already. I got a bit screw up for today's paper. Nevermind,what's done can't be undone. I have to pray. Pray a lot. I hope I can get the best school. Who don't want sia? Haha. And now,I must clean my study room after studying very hard for weeks (macam faham). But,before that,I want to take a gooood nap. Bye! (:

2009-11-09T20:40:00.001+08:00

Love is when you shed a tear and still want him, it's when he ignores you and you still love him, it's when he loves another girl but you still smile and say I'm happy for you, when all you really do is cry.- quoted from syai.

First things first.

2009-11-07T14:47:00.003+08:00

It's Saturday and I have my own sweet time waking up. Feels like the whole world is waiting for me. Okay not. I made myself milo. I love milo nowadays^^. So random,craazy girl. I'm trying my best to cut down on food but mum keep buying more food. This is no good. I want to be skinny like a stick. Skinny so that people can carry me,haha. It's raining now. How I wish to get a hug from someone. I still got two more papers to go and then I can go more crazy lol. I want to join danzpeople after O's. I'm praying hard that both of my parents will allow me. Oh god,I know the dance is crazy so does the course fees!! What to do,I'm in love with it already...

Newly made.

2009-11-06T17:09:00.001+08:00

Hello all.

I've decided to make a new account.Don't ask why,i'm being fickle-minded. Anyways,keep the tagboard flood and I'll be back with more updates.
Please make an effort to relink me hoho ^^.